HI YOU MOTHERFUCKING SHIT.

fucking loser!
so what the hell?!
and remember my words now, some day you'll be paying back for this shit.
ten times you've dealt it upon me.
mark my words.
i always meant what i say and don't ever doubt my ability.

you'd be the butt of my scorn.
ridiculed till death.
if you'd not fucking stay clear of my way.
thank you very much luhh.

and thanks nique and vonn.
i really appreciate all your efforts and concern for me.
thanks for being a dear.
really i understand why you're so uptight.
and i'm sorry for being a disappointment.
just so you know i've my own reasons too.
i'd never want to see a friend hurt because of me.
and i know that you two meant it when you said you would die for me.
seriously, it scares the shit outta me to hear this.
but know that i love you guys much like before.

lin and ken, i love you both so much.
for coming down and sending me to the hospital.
for covering up and worrying.
blessings from me to you.
i never had a better cousin already.
((:

sorry dad-dad and mommy.
it pains me alot to hear mommy crying the whole night.
and now i know how much it takes to bring a man down.
i've always been irresponsible and a constant cause for your sleepless, troubled nights.
thank you for tolerating and understanding all these while.


feel the wrath and the pain.
that this caged-up creature, once release, is coming for your throat.

- evan